My last day was spent hanging around the house with the family. It was a lazy day where we could all just spend time with each other.
The night time was the worst though…. I put all the kids to bed. I could not stop crying when I was putting Gracie to sleep…. I knew that would be the last time I got to see her and hold her. I had to leave really early in the morning and she wouldn't be up!
I was heart-wrenching to put her down….. :(
Everyone just hang in' :)
Then it was time to put the boys to sleep! Holy crap, was that hard!
Charlie hadn't really understood that I was leaving leaving, not just going away for a little while and coming back. I also don't think he realized how far away Texas is from Ireland. So when I was putting the boys to sleep, it finally hit him and he started crying, which made me cry and it went on for a while. It was the hardest thing to do to leave that room with those boys in it. They are forever in my heart!
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